”Ninety-nine percent of the failures come from people who have the habit of making excuses.”

George Washington Carver

 This is the quote that I found when I tried to Google quotes of the day. I hoped to find something about how it’s cool to be young. Something about how being a woman is very important. Something to make me feel better about the fact that I feel like am under performing as a person. Or performing way beneath my abilities.

Lately I am a plant whose leaves are growing under the ground. Well, am not sure that will make sense so let me put it this way. I AM LIVING WAY BELOW MY ABILITIES.

When I wake up late, I make excuses about how I slept late. I cook up confidence from that fact that a normal human being should have at least 6 hours of sleep and then I adjust my alarm clock. Yes! I also tell myself things like I don’t think I will be busy at work. Then I sink deeper in my bed.

The day I put up this blog, I was very excited. Excited that I was finally going to share with (I honestly don’t know who) my ideas n thoughts. To my own shame I have not posted anything in the past 6 months. Very ashaming indeed.

However, I can’t say that I did not have anything to post. So I will not say it. I have been lazy. I have made so many excuses. I also know how to procrastinate like no other person alive. Sometimes that makes me wonder what kind of mother I will become.

Many events that I would rather not share but will constantly go back to for reference have brought me to this conclusion.Image

I am going to become a better person. I will not make excuses for my actions. I will own up.

Cheers to reading more on this blog.

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